me and mean-ness

i dont get it.do i have a come-irritate-me-face?booo.that's bad.well.i say that with a reason.apparently,people.more so guys find joy in irritating me.initially it doesnt exactly affect me.but after a while it begins to take a toll on me.it's disgusting.first it was brandon who said something he wasnt supposed to say.and then today it was jianrui who squashed my bag with his hands.booo to the both of u.and yes.i am pissed.if it sounds better or remembles angry.good for you.

furthermore,someone enjoys telling me that i'm scandalous.wow.to think i've been single since a really really long time ago and have not expressed extremely special interest in anyone of late.yes.i dont see why i shld b deemed scandalous.if talking to guys alone means scandalous then i think i shld stop talking to all my male friends and only talk to females.probably even turn lesbian.then that would make me not scandalous rite?booo to whoever you are.

i guess i've learnt my lesson.i shall keep my words n things to myself lest they are abused by people who do not like me.

anw.i went for RI's drama fest last night.it was gooooooood.lol.the plays were good.i liked junwei's one!hehhh.i'm being objective and biased.lol.it was a good script lah.something about being contented and knowing the limit if i interpreted correctly.yup.

as we were waiting for the judges to come to a decision,2 old boys frm RI came up to emcee and host a few drama games.they were like super enthu.den the RI guys seemed pretty rowdy for some reason but never mind that.there was quite a lot of stoneness,crudeness and nonsense that occured during the games.yup.ohh wells.i was pretty much astounded by what i was being entertained by.lol.apparently below the reputation of being the future pillars of S'pore, RI guys have much more to them besides what the public perceives them to be.oooo.lol.

so jianrui and john brought a new friend to church today.do note it's church and not church service.apparently they went to pick their friend up and missed the whole youth activity which was Singspiration for today.so weird.lol.

that's all for today folks!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyoutoo

wheee~

i'm happy.

let me review my joy.

i've been studying,plus,mdm faridah coincidentally went through that SS chapter that i'm supposed to studying today so tt's 1 chpt off my load.wheeee~~lesser to study.dont even havta draw a new mind map.ohh.and seems to me tt daniel's having lotsa fun at Harvard.lol.he's like studying really hard.though text is pretty boring.lol.but he's being stuffed with bagels and lotsa other stuff.i think it's pretty worth it.lol.

and the most exciting part of my joy is that i've found a pooing partner.lol.somehow we just seem to poo or at least want to poo a lot.and somehow,when we poo,we poo on the same days.lol.i think it's pretty funny some sort.hehhh.

i havent been boooing much recently.i wonder why.

anyway, school was pretty funny today.we all went high during higher chinese while we were reading this stupid comprehension passage.we read the words wrongly,and read them again, wrongly, indignantly.lol.now that started us off.wheee.this highness stayed with us even after the bell.once again, the eyes were rolling like nobody's business.lol

anw we had english oral practice during english today too.i like.i had so much fun.hehh.

okie.tt's all for today!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

major announcement!!

I CAN MAKE FRIED MARS BARS!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.i shall set up my own stall too.i like see american breakfast and america desserts.woots!i shall not be jobless no more.mayb i'll build the glass house.only without matthew that is.lol.hmmm den everyone can come stay over.lotsa good fun for the whole family! :D

okie.anw.andrew's going off to hongkong tmr for Asian Schools swimming competition.so yup do keep him in prayer.heyy drew.all the best ya!dun stress.and trust yourself to the Lord.nothing much you can do anyway. :D

ohhh my chinese teacher's so hilarious we all feel lik slapping her real bad.lol.anw.she wore her skirt the wrong way today.wonder how she decided the back was the front and the front the back.lol.she keeps asking us to stop talking.but somehow we JUSTDONTCARE!yup yup.boooo.she keeps rolling her eyes at us den she'll diao us.boooo.wonder when her eyes will drop out.lol.

so yes.today marks the first day of my mugging.did emaths for 3 hrs.1 hr before i started i finished my hmwk which includes velocity using i,j , matrices and source based qn 1b.yup.not bad.lol.i am soooooooo happy.i'm gonna be a nerd someday.i see the potential in me.hehhh.cheer me on alrights.

booo i still cant sms.call me~~tt's all for today.takkaire y'all.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

it's the time of the month again.booo.

lol okie.information overload.hehhh.so anw.yes i've been psming.ytd i also started quarelling with jim.after that i snapped at brandon.lol.sorry you guys.really didnt mean it at all.boooo.so yes it's not a good thing.

ohh chuon yan says that my entries seems like compositions.now i wonder why.can anyone enlighten me?

i over strained my thigh muscles during body balance today.but i'm happy cos at least i'm building some muscle somehow.makes up for my guiltiness.skipped my crunches last night.booo.but i was so tired!!i woke up at 4 ytd to go send daniel off.met andrew at the airport as well.daniel almost couldnt get through.so worrying can!so anw.it's a very daniel thing to be extremely careless.so do pray for him.thanks.

jonathan just left Singapore for South Korea around 1am today.do keep him in prayer as well cos he'll be going to Africa after South Korean.Africa's dangerous.daniel mentioned something about jonathan being mobbed by lions ytd before he left.super funny.try imagining jonathan running around in aboriginal clothing with a whole family of lions chasing after him.lol.

so good news for me would be than i just finished doing up my study plan.wheee.i like~happy me.i'm so gonna start being nerd.amanda the nerd.wooots!lalala

ohh and for those people who just smsed me today or intend to sms me, please take note that i will not reply to sms until thursday cos my sms limit's kinda busted.yup.lol.now clifton can stop being upset about busting his bill cos of me.hehhh.we're even now.hehhh.

okie.tt's all for now.takkaire all.MUG!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

booooo!!!

i'm shagged.i cannot make it anymore.i'm gonna start feeling upset.it's the mood swing weekend once again.think i got too high over the past week.plus.someone just told me news tt worries me.yup.

okie so let me start with last sun.as mentioned earlier, mr.c had promised us to a high tea buffet at Goodwood Park.it was supposed to b a durian buffet but he decided to pay more for us to try all the other food.yup.isnt tt nice.yup.so we ate n got full n got high on whatever there was.the guys got really gross.they made the whole ice kachang with the syrup and all and then pour durain pengat all over it.to make things worse.they mixed it all around.ewwww right.and then somehow everyone left and chuon yan was there sorta trying to finish it up.lol.ohhh i got high scooping balls of ice cream.and i mean them in PERRRRFECT round balls.i even told sophia i make the best balls which sounded really wrong and we broke into hysteria.yup.them we reached a stage whereby the guys wanted to go walk to digest some food then come back for more.i decided why not go as well since i wanted to go walk by the pool.i pulled sze ling along.guess what.the guys were sooooooo ungentlemanly.they sat at the pool side table and left no space for the both of us.finally brandon decided to go somewhere else n i took the chance to take his seat.hehh.sze ling was a lil' slower and another ungentlemanly classmate of ours sat his big butt there.boo!so both of us ended up sharing the same chair.ohh and before szeling sat with me chuon yan suddenly put his chair really near hsiang yeh's, got up, and told szeling to sit there.hmmmm.now now.do we smell anything fishy?lol.so we went back n it was almost time to go.meanwhile benedict and friend attempted to make an ice ball.a pretty unsuccessful attempt i must say.mr.c gave a very forced look of approval.we all laughed.brandon being a big fat dirty pig just dug into the ice ball despite its taste.lol.finally we were going to leave and mr.c told us to go for one last round if we wanted to.xinglu, who throughout the whole afternoon was trying to challenge brandon's appetite took 3 shrimp balls and 1 prata with some curry.he folded the prata into fours and started biting it.out of the blue brandon popped in and challenged xinglu to stuff the whole thing into his mouth.guess what.HE DID!but.he had a really hard time chewing his prata.i could see the agony in his face.gulps after gulps of water and finally he was done.however.there was another problem to be solved.how about the shrimp balls?he had no choice but finish them one by one.lol.so that was high tea.i'm too lazy to tell y'all whatever happened after tt cos it wasnt very much n basically nothing much except hsiang yeh lives really really really near me.lol.there arent even traffic lights between our houses.lol.

monday was a pretty boring day with nothing to talk about.
tuesday,i was separated from yingwah.my most treasured partner.i was sad.so was she.
wednesday was a hectic day for me.after sch it was the national track and field meets.super exciting.brenda and i tried all ways n means to lose our voices.since i went with a slightly bad throat alr,it remained pretty bad.however,brenda was and still is fine.lol.she's so gonna start torturing her throat.lol.i left before the results to meet jim to leave.we got 3rd and 3rd by the way.congrats girls!anw since i was gonna take a cab at first to bukit batok swimming complex,i thought i might as well send jim and his friend to the train station.but somehow we ended walking all the way there and almost lost our way.the worst thing was, i got shihui and her friend into the boat with us.lol.sorry!we were crapping and suaning jim all the way.poor thing?i think not.hehh.so after we reached the station,i started looking for my taxi stand deperately.was pretty late by then already.ooo.and i found my cab!it was this big white classy mercedes cab.ALL TO MYSELF!woots.so i left for bukit batok swimming complex.once i reached, rachel was already there waiting for me.sorry girl.we did 3 sets of towing each and then took a break.after which we were made to do 6x25 laps of towing 2 friggin heavy bricks.i almost drowned,i almost died but i persevered cos i wouldnt like to know if no one would come to my funeral at all.lol.booo.so yes.both of us survived.then it was time to warm down-to calm all the excitement in our body.lol.i think so.i invented (sort of) a new swimming style.it's called bloop bloop.lol.it's basically the simplified version of the butterful stroke.it relaxes every muscle of your body (or so i think at least).yup.so tt was ytd.

today was, i dont know.hmmmm.so so?i'm in a very booo mood now cos i think i wont get the dsa to anywhere.n i'm really worried.yup.nobody wants manda.lol.i'm feeling so kuku.i was locked out of the house earlier.AGAIN that is.yup.luckily i found the hidden key.hehh.mc took my class for remedial today.somehow i wonder why i almost slept.or rather i did when everyone else was doing their work.lol.i think i need my ice kachang.someone ask me out to have ice kachang please!!!boooooooooooooo.i dont wanna talk bout today anymore.tomorrow's racial harmony day and freddie's birthday too.HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!muacks!i've bought you your boxer already.lol.okie then.tt's all for now.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

my small short boring life

my life is so boring.i need to get out.blah.manda's a social butterfly what.cannot blame me can u?lol.hehhh.i hope i'll b able to go tmr.dun understand wny must hav a maths remedial lah.cant we just start at 245 or something?booo.lol.i'm becoming so brenn with the 'booo's and 'neh neh's.lol.so kuku.ohhh.clifton sorta complained tt i didnt mention him in my blog.i shall do tt now.clifton and i are quite unconscious of time.lol.he called me at arnd 11 on tues.he told me he was gonna sleep by 1130.so i was lik okie tell me when u're gonna sleep.den we talked and gossiped and bitched and laughed and everything else.he told he about the corn on the ball of his foot and how much it hurt when he forgot about its existence and stepped hard on it and that he had jogging the next day.lol.poor thing.lol.n so time passed until i realised it seemed too long for 30 mins and asking him what time it was.alas!it was 1230.so tt somehow explains my grogginess on wed.lol.kuku non-timekeeping people.see clifton.u have 1 WHOLE paragraph to urself!!

ask me how was sch today.quick quick.lol.hmmm basically sch was good for me i suppose.i'm sure my girls know all about it.also congrats to us cos our class came in second for the noticeboard design we did last term and havent touched since.lol.den today i didnt feel guilty anymore cos i wasnt eating in class!we went down to the canteen for recess ok. OK-AY!!!lol.ohh mans.slightly high alr.blah~ohhh i created a mountain out of nothing today right before a maths.super retarded.it's like people make mountains outta molehills but mine's lik outta nothing.scare myself for no reason at all.i actually thought i had left my a maths notes at home in my tuition notebook.so i didnt even check my file for it and went around 4O,4N,4P and 4M to ask to borrow a maths notes.i was in utter desperation as i ran around cos everyone seemed to be slower than my class and no one had gotten their notes yet.blah.so i went back to class and almost brokedown.it was only then that i decided to go through my file to look for my a maths notes.behold!i found my notes without much effort.lol.oh the retardedness.hehhh.i love english lesson most.hehhh.yay!anw.they always say.one cannot stop improving.so well i'm aiming for 37 for my o levels.keeping my fingers crossed.

chinese lesson was booooooooooooooooooring as usual.today we had brenn sit in.however she never really made any eye contact with us.guess she was too afraid of being electrocuted by our charged eyes.hehhh.wheeeeeeee.not 1 out of the 3 of us bought the chinese exercise book.so we ended up borrowing shihan's book.thanks a lot girl!so yup.we or rather xl just marked it any-o-how-ly cos we were chatting and werent listening at all.once again MG rolled her eyes at us.boooooooooo!

okie after chinese was the 20mins break before physics remedial.more like practical period somehow.so yup.you choose between 1 long experiment or 2 really really short ones.i started with the short ones cos the others were doing the long one.lol.didnt really bother to chiong all cos we'd still have to do it during the nxt physics SCHOOL period.yup.lol.after prac i felt lik going out to study.then, as brenn and xl decided it was time to relieve their bladders,i stood with yw and thought long and hard about what there was to study.basically,we both came to a unilateral decision tt.HEYY WE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO STUDY AT ALL!cos it's lik no more tests.and it's just weird studying without a focus sorta thing.nvm.i'll figure something out.

outside the sch gate i told xl about my dream.lol.we started laughing cos it was super retarded.hehh.so now we all know about my dream!woots.no more dreams to share.come'on.i need another dream man.lol.ohh in case there r really people who think like xl, brenn and i, joakim,hady and jonathan are like so it lah!!wheeeeee.so high.i melted right in front of the tv last night.hehhh.

i think i've done nothing at home at all except watch some tv and blog.anw i was smsing celesta just now and i was asking her about who she likes and all.seems to me almost everyone has about the same likes.the guy must be cute, hot, rich, musically inclined.[either play an instrument or sing],humourous,blah and u know the rest.lol.if u think u fulfil the above criteria.feel free to approach celesta and i and we'll put you through and audition.we'll confirm ur successful application through a phone call.or u can always call the amanda hotline to check.it's 9-2-6-2-6-3-2-0.lol.so kuku can.talking so much nonsense

ooooooooo.and the most exciting thing of all.today's the 17th anniversary of my parents.woots!!wheee so exciting.bea bought a cake for them.think we're gonna eat it later.this yr's different cos they've been too busy so no twosome dinner.but i suppose they make it up to themselves somehow.mummy's alr got so many flowers from daddy.lol.n the flowers are like really cute.hehhh.and and and.bea found blueberry bagels from cold storage!!yay.now i can have like my constant supply of blueberry bagels from cold storage and cold storage only.i looooooooooove cold storage man.hehhh.ohh and like 5 mins ago, nat kicked the soccer ball in the living room and it hit mummy's vase.now there's a big hole and he claims he didnt hit it?hmmm.like hello.we all saw.lol.

so okie.today's a happy day.but i still blogged a whole lot.i'm not having a mood swing.probably a mood lift?lol.okie then.that's that for now.till next time!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

nite nite

today was a sleepish day sorta thing.yup.so depressing.i jsut couldnt stay awake for even a while.i am so tired even tho i slept for 6 hrs alr.lol.tt's bad.

i shall have to train myself.

anw.CONGRATS to both jim and andrew.both of you have done well man!!smiles!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

long,wet,windy,cold,dark day

booo.the weather today's so sleepable but i lik totally lasted all the way through.woots!i'm still so blah.not high lor.lol.but then again i think my fuel's on the rise man.yay!!yup yup yup.i dont know what i'm supposed to blog abt.just tt there were a lot of weird stuff going on.wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

okie i dun lik MG.yup.this is terrible.i'm so pissed with her i just want to shave all of her armpit hair off.argh!!blah~

i want to mug!i want to and i neeeeeeeeed to.yes.okie.call me mugger then.mayb i'll feel more motivated.okie i'm gonna chiong!!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

blahh...

oh mans.i'm so sorry drew.i didnt mean to snap at u.hehh.oh wells.daniel keeps thinking tt i dont like everyone.lol.n why so.cos i said i dont like him.n why so?cos he keeps poking his finger into my face!!lol.so anw drew just so had to add oil to the fire and said tt i'm having terrible mood swings and i'm pissed with everything and everyone around me.actually i wasnt can!!just tt i was slightly stoner and all.hehhh.blah~

so yes i wasnt having a mood swing.i was just feeling moody and down.the weather didnt make it better anw.lol.downcast and all having condensed all the evaporated water.now tt's a good reason to look dark and gloomy.i wouldnt like being bloated myself too.clouds are vain too okie!wheee.i'm talking nonsense.blah~i guess cos the past few days i was lik too high or something.so when the fuel's all used up i just sink all the way down.like a aeroplane?lol.yup.yes yes.i'm sure after trying to replenish my fuel this weekend i'll definitely feel much much better tmr.hehhh.cristiano ronaldo's so hot! -randomness-

blah~anw i had a weird dream last night when i slept for the second time after the match.basically the main characters were me.tt black soccer guy from she's the man.jonathan leong.brenda and somehow the scene was firstly set in some resort place.then my living room.then kid's central recording studio.lol.ohhh.and suddenly the zen neeons could double up as handphones!!wheee~lol.i love my drean.so exciting.call me up if u wanna know more ya.it's 9-2-6-2-6-3-2-0 yup.just nice 8 numbers.i realised there were only 6 digits for ytd's number.and come'on we all know u cant call 6 digits anywhere!lol.blah~~9 and 0 are just random numbers.

yup.so tt's all i havta share for my day.ohhhhhh.billy bombers has really ReAlLy REALLY good malt shakes.i love chocolate malt.hehhh.and i looooooooooooooove cheese fries man.wheeeeee.exciting!!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

bored stiff. cant find anything to do. let's see what i need to do...
1. Physics SIA
2. Bio Extra Credit task
3. Study for IH test
4. Study for BOOOOORRRRIIINNG maths

5. Study for many many testS which i need to go and check when it is
6. (what else...)
i know there's more just that now my brain is dead and i cant think straight.
tell me what to do man.i know. i can imagine myself slacking all day, eating, sleeping, watchin nice tv shows, having a nice holiday.. whee! haha. the power of the mind... if only my thought was real. haha.

competition is really near now.. let us see 4 1/4 day left! we'll only have to play 2 matches which is a goody news. i am glad, happy, excited, exhilarated, elated... my simple and lousy vocab. terrible... haha.

may tan and bernice tan are totally funny people. they bitch about each other and take each other hideous looking faces. haha. it is super funny. and poor me.. stuck in between. haha. save me.. haha. ok let me tell u the story.. may tan is jealous that bernice tan threw her idiotic rubbish at me.. (umm.. like i would love her rubbish ) yeah and now..may tan is angry.. WHY!? haha. i can throw rubbish at you if you really want them may tan!! haha. TANs.. always like that.. terrible.. haha.

-bea

HIGH~~

i'm still very bitchified but i'm quite happy.u know why?cos i went for tuition.mr.c is super farny!!he did the radioactive lesson again n then he started pushing all the guys.lol.first as an alpha particle he went up the chair.den as a betaparticle he went down to the earth.yup.no demo for gamma ray today.ohhh anw.he himself was lik talking really loudly at first n at the same time everyone in class was chatting as wells.guess what he did.he started to ask everyone to keep quiet n said tt they very noisy.lol.mr.c is soooooooooooooooooooo funny.yup.anw there's this new guy who just joined our class n he's lik super funny in a bad funny sense cos he's only funny for the very reason tt we laugh at him some sort.hehhh.evil i know.but true.anw he's the only person who bothers to lik argue with mr.c over nonsense.he asks weird qns too.n usually tt guy's comments lands us all in guffaws.whee~tuition makes me high.my tuition sounds so un-tuitiony rite.seee.tt's what makes it cool.tt's lik the IN thing now u see.bleh.follow the liu xing jiao zhu and you'll never go wrong.yup yup.ohh and we managed to answer the qn mr.c asked us so like we won a durian buffet at Goodwood Park or something.might change but still we won something good man.woots!!

manda's happy and excited today k.not down anymore unless i'm being ignored.so dont worry drew.lol.manda knows how to cheer herself up using retarded methods.lol.anw.merchants!countrymen!LEND ME YOUR EARS!(i know it's some famous line.dont know what the exact words are though.hehhh)okie.i'm pretty high alr.randomness.but being at home makes me down.never mind.i'll hmmm.....make myself happy.lalala.okie den.if you want to help just call the amanda hotline. it 2-6-2-6-3-2-hotline.repeat after me. 2-6-2-6-3-2!rite.tt's all for today~

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

bad habits

yes i just wanted to add some stuff.i dont really really enjoy talking to people who do not speak proper english.like all the ah lian ah beng english.not my type.so if u dont speak english properly, pls dun blame me for trying to correct u consistently.it's a bad habit of mine.i'm sorry!

yes yes and i dont like people who reply smses with only a maximum of 5 words.i find it difficult to find something to reply you.yup.dont blame me if i end up ignoring u in the end.yup.tt's all.

i need my whining pot now!!

sobs.

`mandalovesyou

i'm on a swing.the mood swing.

this is like totally disgusting can.i was on high this morning n afternoon.den i became super low after we entered jed's house.ohh mans.

this morning was cool.i was high doing a lot of stuff.n sch was funn.n i so love the invitation by my juniors.thanks girls!bad thing abt sch today was tt we ended sch at the normal time cos we had bio prac.i think i did mine pretty fast.so after i was done i went about my domestic chores.first i helped wenyu clear her petri dishes and wash her knife and throw away all the unwanted vege.lol.den i went over to help brenn n yw clear their stuff.den after they were both done we went over to xl's and i started to help her clear up the area cos she wasnt done yet.n the weird thing is yw got so super high she started spraying distilled water at me!den eugenia got high too and started spraying xl with distilled water.n what was xl doing?she was telling her lame joke.totally not funny.trust me.

after sch we went all the way to food republic for ice kachang again.today's ice wasnt as good but it still made me feel good.i was still quite high den.on the train so much nonsense was going on.lol.after ice kachang we felt tt we needed lunch so yw went to buy hokkien mee for all of us to share.she being nice (as so she claims) bought JED and friends hokkien mee as well.but then the bad thing was our mee got too much chilli.totally cannot take it.ahhhh.so we gouped the mee meant for the guys.i was still high on the train to jed's house

so after food republic we went to jed's house.it was so nice lah.i like the curtains.wheee.so cool.okie den we went straight to his room cos his family was going work downstairs.all 5 of us just started with our mee.as meantioned earlier.it was super spicy.yup.i couldnt take it n i decided not to eat anymore.yup.i plugged my mp3 into the speakers and started playing my songs.basically the high ones first.den i realised brenn n yw's choice of songs was very different from mine.so yup.i sat arnd n stared.n stoned.n den started feeling down.the mood just swung to the other extreme.i just felt super sad for no reason.lol.ohh mans.den i just became dao.guess cos the songs got too sad for me to take.n the room just seemed so depressing.i suggest the walls get painted red or some other bright colour.yup.after we left the house.i recovered pretty quickly.felt much happier.yup.wheee.

so yes tt was the swing i was on.

ohh ytd was was chatting with mee online and we were saying tt we shld get chngy to bring back souvenirs for us.yup yup.how exciting.daniel need to too.yay!!okie so nothing more for today.i'm stoned.hehh.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

I AM FINALLY BACK! XD

manda just told me that my previous has reached the Archives area and i think it is time for me to start another.

well, i shall share my day. today was a good day! =D

I would like to thank God helping me during my tough trainin days and now it has finally paid off. i am finally in team. Yup! finally.. Training days have been tough, a torture. I remember when i was sec1 i was usually afraid of going for training. I had nightmares, terrible ones. then in sec2 it was not that bad but whenever there was a time to escape for training i would. Now sec3 .. i do slack sometimes. The only reason i continued training was all because of my batch mates. really. there were times when i felt like giving up and quit but now i have come so far. a long 3 years. haha. AND NOW .. I AM IN TEAM! MY FIRST BIG THING!! haha. i am excited and happy but then again.. i m scared!! what if.. what if.. nvm. i shall do my best and entrust the rest to the Lord!

IT IS IN 7 days time. SEVEN DAYS! it is so near.. haha.

well, i am glad things have been going on fine. i am going to train harder.. right eugenia?!! haha.

-beatrice

amanda's a very rude girl

ohh mans.i realised i was very rude n dao n upset n nonsense today.all the bad stuff just kept coming.my mood wasnt lifted at all. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. manda's very depressed.somehow for no good reason!manda's a bad girl.anw.dun u think it's weird.i'm not pmsing,i've got no bgr problems.i'm cool with school.cristiano ronaldo's so cute and all.yup.there's no reason for me to feel down.lol.guess feeling nauseous does it all.lalala.

yw n i came to a concensus today that it's all in the stomach.we there tt there's something swrong in both our stomachs cos both of us hav been rather nauseous n sick.lol.i shant mention the farting part.lol.brenda's involved too.wheeee.we're all crazy.

ohh anw we saw angang in sch lik so many times today.brenda went high.she wanted to play the oops-we're-crossing-each-other's-path-which-side-are-you-taking game.lol.this is so lame.so kuku lah.ohh chem remedial.yw was happy.i wasnt.i was rude to the teacher.i think i used to wrong tone even though i meant no harm.ohh mans.ahhh.how??sobs.

after which, to make me feel better we went to food republic for ice kachang.yup.tt's what makes me happiest.but then again.today's happiness lasted too short.too much syrup.too little ice shavings.but the ice was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good.yup.i must bring more people to go eat.

ohh anw.i wanted to mention how similar andrew and jim are today.
1. both of them like pink a lot.they want pink swimming caps and pink trunks.
2. their swimmers
3. they dont condition their hair
4. they like acting gay
5. they're straight
6. they're nice people will looks to complement.

n most importantly they've got a very nice friend- ME! wheeeeee~and they're coming to eat ice kachang sometime soon too!i'll force them to.hehhh.and that reminds me.i still need to call wayne out for lunch.ohh mans.i've always got no time for him lah.mayb tt's cos i'm the one who's supposed to call him out not the other way for the very reason tt somehow he can always make it.lol.so if he's fine wif lunch den it'd b ice kachang for desert too!!yay!manda's happy and excited.

ohh wells.i think tag-board's kuku too.wonder what's wrong.their webby closed down?tt i dont know.i hope they recover soon.anw tt's all for today!

toodles~

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have you had your bowl of bitchy breakfast today?

ohh yes yes.i've been really easily agitated recently.like seriously seriously agitated easily.like random comments piss me off easily n then i snap back like it's no ones business.i somehow just wonder y i'm becoming so uncivilised.this is totally terrible and disgusting.i hate it.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.anw.

i went with jim to buy his slippers ytd frm flash and splash for 20% off the marked price.seemed pretty reasonable to me.but i still prefer the one wif the green strap.too bad he preferred the other one.okie den.so from heeren we walked all the way wisma to get my white nail polish.lol.this is lik totally kuku but who cares.ohh and to add on the the kuku-ness.the sun was so so so so big tt we or mayb only i was pespiring lik a...visking tube?yeah.you get the meaning.n den i wanted to just take my lunch at food republic beause we all know the ice kachang there is heavenly.but this person just didnt want to!for no reason tt is.n so being the best friend of his we went to j8 for lunch.of all places j8 rite.ahhh.so we were sorta lik deciding where to eat and taking the escalators up.when we were on the last escalator i asked him where we were going to lunch at.n he said dunno.so anw since the food court was there we had our lunch there.RATHER THAN EAT THERE,I'D RATHER EAT AND FOOD REPUBLIC FOR THE SAME PRICE BUT BETTER QUALITY!!it was lik totally retarded.lik jim always is.yup.n den i had an ego moment.there was this grp of neighbourhood sch guys who seemed to always b somewhere near us and as we were having our pathetic beef noodles they hung arnd the row of tables right in front of me n i thought i sensed someone staring at me.after a while they walked off n someone mumbled.'u see.she has a boyfriend already' in chinese.ohh for goodness sake, jim is so NOT my boyfriend.amanda's still single n available n so is jim.lol.tt's no wonder.i guess we just jinx each other.lol.so after lunch i didnt want to go home so i make him lose about 10 minutes sleep to walk arnd with me.ended up we walked into royal sporting house and he saw this really nice hot pink sillicon swimming cap.he wanted to buy tt immediately but had no cash.lol.poor thing.ohh before lunch he saw nice pink trunks at sun paradise.i think on 20% discount also.but again.no cash.lol.jim is so gay.like andrew is.lol.both gay but straight.how ironic.

so tt's all for yesterday.

today we were supposed to have a social studies test but lik somehow it turned out to only be an exercise fro us to explain 1 cause only sorta thing.those people who studied like crazy must have almost killed themselves.lol.n so i was so in the ss mood i just did nonstop.i couldnt find the essay i did for last yr's end yr hmwk so i rewrote one in half and hour.pretty long for exams condition but pretty ok for a normal day i suppose.n so we had earlier decided to go to tp library to study n at arnd 3.45 go watch jim swim (it rhymes).but the bad thing is i forgot to submit my vjc dsa form today.ahhh.i'm like so sc***ed.but thank goodness i've got mingjin's sister to help.thanks a lot.dun think it'd b too late.yup.and ohh.thanks mr sng!!ur testimonial will definitely help a lot!wheeee~so after sch brenda n i went to my house for my to get my chem textbook and for me to change.xianglin and yingwah went to xianglin's house to grab her stuff.turns out brenda and i were at the library for 1 hour plus before xianglin and yingwah arrived even though xianglin stays in tp and i near school.yup.hmmmm.so when they had finally arrived and before i died of hunger pangs, we went for lunch.all of us had chicken ban mien.after which, we decided to go but bubble tea as our dessert.i knowing jim for quite a long time decided to get him a cup of what he usually drinks too.i'm nice.hehh.n after that we went on a search for bananas.for jim too.in the end i found the bananas near the bus interchange.after which we made out way back to the library to sorta lik grab our stuff and leave but later realised jim wont take tt long to swim so we were thinking mayb just leave out bags there n all go see jim swim.but then xianglin didnt want to!she wanted to see jim but didnt want to go cos got no aircon.mad lah she.lol.tsk tsk.n she asked me to take a photo of jim which i naturally forgot to do.lol.n is case no one really knows.the chem test tomorrow has only multiple choice questions.lol.dont havta mug ur brains out guys.lol.n ohh ohh ohh.the swimming pool had lik so many hot guys cos as we all know.most swimmers are hot.and totally i officially announce and jim is no longer fat.by my standards tt is.woots!n jim qualified for the finals.yup yup.tt's good.i bet he's lik super happy already.all because i didnt tell him that i was going to watch him n so he wasnt distracted!!lol.yes n after tt we went back to the library to keep lonely xianglin company.jed came later.he's so irritating!!he drew on my chem tys lah.den draw on my hand.argh.i bet he only does it to people he doesnt like.n i think he hates me.lol.n as i was telling all of them,you go to the pool and look at the guys and then later see jed.you'll be like sighing away.lol.tt's so mean.

anw i've been feeling nauseous the past few days.it's bad.i feel so awful lah.think tt's what's causing all the bitchiness also.argh.urgh.

with all of that i'll be ending this post.all the best for the chem test tmr and all the best drew!!do ur best tomorrow ya.remember to pray.always.

toodles~

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late night conversations

wheee.we've been talking a whole lot.a lot a lot of nonsense.we just went high like very often.somehow we were like talking some sense but dunno lah.ohhh mans.hmmm last night we had 6 ppl in one conversation n the night before we had 5 ppl in the conversation.n brenda was being the commentator of the match.yup.she got very high cos portugal won in the end.yes yes.england did lose.darn.lol.ohh brazil lost too.this is like totally whatever man.how can they lose lah.argh.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.like andrew said.the world cup without brazil is not a world cup.yup.ewwk.

by the way.in case no one knows or bothers to find out.i invented the word ewwk.n it's a combination of eww n eek.lalala.

ohhh n u know what i've been told tt i sound very 'deeh' n cos of tt joke on friday, i've been named cutiepie by someone called egopie.lol.sounds bad rite.RIGHT!lol.me.cute.hmmm.no!cute hot cute maybe yes.cute cutiepie cute.no.definitely not lah rite.ahhhhh hahahaha.i love chatting on the phone man.ohh just now i was about to say that i havent talked to jim in ages but then i was just on the phone with him so i'm happy.lol.i'm still waiting to talk to batman and superman again.lol.

ohh people.somehow i feel that we as chinese have to adopt a certain western attitude.we are too conservative.and sometimes we've just gotta open outselves up.you get into a relationship and if it doesnt work out drop it and leave it there.no point dragging it along and collecting dirt and all.and then tire yourself out for no reason.yes.this is the chinese.we believe in strong loyalty and apply this unknowingly.let it go people.no point being upset or bother spiting them.if it ends,they dont care no more u see.the westerners on the other hand know to let go when stuff do no happen.you put it down.learn from it and move on.dont u think you'll feel less burdened that way?yes i agree it's easier said than done but u can always try.just try.and you might succeed.and this is all for the better of everyone ya.rmb.always try no matter what.

anyway if you think what i've just said is crap, feel free to retort me on my tag-board.i'm open to anyone's opinions.so well.after tt solemn moment, im high again!!wheee~lol.i dun like seeing ppl sad.cos sunshine never like rain. smiles!!okie.guess i'll stop blogging.

toodles~

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